Cant go to that gym. SUiCide PUSH UPS LETS GO

I am disappointed that I can't participate at the gym. 89$ is quite a lot each month for three months. My parents are not willing to pay that cost, and I don't know if I could if I had a job. I am sorry I don't, but I am a middle class suburban kid who has parents that are paying for my schooling. I work part time on and off and do odd jobs, but I haven't gotten a job yet. I am looking and applying. I call places, but no luck just yet.
I really wish I could have gone, but man I guess the daily hiit is just what I need to rely upon. I never find the motivation todo it or usually fail to wake up early enough. Another thing is that I have guests or I push it off to the point when I'm busy. I noticed today that I eat quite a lot of sugar, so I decided to moderate that the following week.
One thing that I want to do for the next week is push myself to at least to do daily hiit. It may never get the same results as those classes, but it is technically easier. I just find boredom, so I decided to watch game of thrones while I workout. Yes, in a way this makes me go slower, but at least I have more reason to just start. Most of my trouble with exercise is just actually the five minutes deciding if I should or not. Plus, I read the books so I am not glued to the screen.
Ugh at this point I don't care if I look so hot or not, I just want to be fit and maybe lean to go hard. I used to obsess about looking skinny, but now I just don't care. I am a decent person on the inside so hell yeah and fuck all the haters and I'm hilarious, I will die happy so eat that.
Consistency is key. Mindset is everything in that. Temporary discomfort is also the only hurdle for most things. Even if things seem hard in the moment, it never truly is rock bottom if you see the light at the end of tunnel.
I guess my goal for tomorrow is workout and maybe clear my room and read two chapters of my sociology book. Hope your day is great :)